Countdown one, two and three

#1 3 until my mother is of for sunny (or maybe it's rina season now?) Thailand
#2 13 days until I've move out of my castle.
#3 25 days until the big two-O

With one and two in my mind I showed the new appartment for my mother.
Maybe she liked it, it felt like it maybe it's easy when you aren't supposed to live there.
I wished I know what I felt, after all it was the third time I was there but feeling don't come easy
or maybe they do and I'm to afraid to really accept them... I don't know.

I, if anyone should be used to move, I've had my fair share of homes but noone has ever felt as secure as this one was...